KK's day out..,

I'm the kinda guy that thinks that spending one fun hour with a friend is better than ten at an all-you-can-eat-buffet., coz anywhere else., there's only limited fun., so u can only imagine how much fun I must hav had 2day.
Today is really a day worth rememberin 4 a long time to come., was out for like 15 hours 2day and spent it with some of my oldest friends and my newest friend. No work., no studies.,lots of fun n tasty food. Wat else can u ask 4 !?
My newest friend Appu is here 4m chennai 4 her project n doesnt know hyd that much. Who other proud hyderabadi to show off my wonderful city than me ? n its not that easy 4 me to say no to friends., so showed her a lil of HYD., a lil of the old n lil of the old., and we had Hyderabadi Biryani., a must for all who're new to Hyd. Oh i 4got to mention., we talked., n talked n talked., 4 somebody who knows me well., those many 'talked's when i'm around wud b shocking., of course she was doing most of the talking., but i did a lil too :D
I don talk much., thats me ., but when the other person's a good, cool,no-attitude talker., i'd love to listen for hours., n I had fun doing so.
N after a looong outing cum tour cum chat ., we said our goodbyes for the day n I came back home only to get ready for another outing. My best friend Arjun was in Hyd after a long time. Though he was here 4 another reason., we decided we were all gonna spend the night together.

N after meetin up with a few other old school friends we went home ., watched movies., had dinner together, kind of., and talked n talked n like always slept in the morning. Such night outs with friends are always so much fun., i just wish they didnt booze coz after they do., its just not the same :(

Its hard to put it words how important friends are 4 me. I'm not really an 'expressive' guy., but when i'm with my friends., in the inside I am really at the extreme ends of emotions like happiness., excitement., more happiness., more excitement. I'm sure most of u understand wat i'm talkin bout. Friends are like gods blessings., choose good ones n they'll make ur day., anyday !!!

Here's somethin I wrote a few months ago., don't know y., but i felt like puttin it up my blog., n PLZ dont get me wrong., my life now is not in the sad tone as this is., i'm pretty happy :)


wat do u do when things dont go right ?
do u turn a blind eye to it or turn around n fight ?
life's never a 100 percent perfect or nice .,
somtimes it is., sometimes otherwise .,
wen u're not understood by ur friends., ur kin.,
it hurts like a splinter under ur skin.,
its there though u cant see it.,
makes u wanna give in., makes u wanna quit.,
but thats not life's all about., is it ?
its not bout standin helpless n takin a hit.,
Let 'em go., bygones are bygones.,
learn to dance to life's new tunes.,
this life is urs, make it better.,
dont let anythin be a fetter.,
i'm writin this dont mean i'm sad or desperate.,
but its hard to turn back time., may b its too late.,
i might hav lost somethin gr8 that i had.,
i'm not heartbroken though., jussst a lil sad.,
Life doesnt stop.., it moves on.,
time to put aside the things that r foregone.,

Here's a blogger that I've been readin recently., n wat I like bout her blog is the simplicity with which she writes bout everyday stuff n simplicity is wat I dig. So here's a post that i've come across in her blog n with her permission am puttin it here 4 u guys., but its a request that U leave ur comments at her blog here.
N here's the Link to her Blog : Face to Face with Life



Taking true love for granted is one mistake made by everyone. its a mistake that remains forever….in the face of loosing someone u love the most….
I dont know why people dont realise that what they have….is RARE…not many people can claim of being at peace with their love….
i dont think there is nething much more neglected than true love…. True love of ur parents,ur siblings, ur frens and ur life partner……people sometimes just dont realise that the person at the other end is their soulmate… they are meant to b together….
everybody just forgets to go that extra mile… they forget that the person they dont turn around to, may be gone someday….FOREVER……..
realising the importance of someone after that person is gone…..is the toughest realisation,the toughest lesson….
sometimes destiny can be so cruel, that it wont give u more than a chance….if u miss it….the chance is gone forever….
being loved truely, happens to really blessed people. and letting go this oppurtunity is like letting your heart wander away from ur soul…forever….
our soulmates cross our paths many times and sometimes only once….so u will never know whether you have only one chance or u will have many….
recognizing a soulmate isnt a tough job…..but commiting is and keeping that commitment is the toughest….. somebody said GOD made us in pairs….but i feel he made us in groups…. Groups of ppl who love each other n have the same feelings……
AND ACROSS LIFETIMES WE ARE BORN TOGETHER…. we meet ,we learn, we depart…but holdin on is the toughest job….and letting go is a matter of a fraction of a second…
all i mean is that,going an extra mile for someone you love, wont hurt…infact it will make u happier…. i can bet seeing ur loved one smile, will give u all ur rewards….take time to think…slow down…and feel loved….make other person feel loved….for everything else wont matter if that person isnt around….
GOING that extra mile may seem too emotional and sentimental but…u have to….or u will loose something that deserved that extra effort..that small amount of time….
Stop n think…think abt the love thats all around u….
love in ur MOM’s worry….love in ur DAD’s advice….in ur siblings’ fights….in ur life partner’s words…..
everything’s love n deserves a reply….take time to reply before its too late….
Take Care
Chaitra

Here's the link to her Blog again ., do check it out : Face to Face with Life

Alrite ! Finally my results are out n I'm a Graduate !!! Somethin to b happy bout it ? Not exactly., coz the former didnt exactly come out as expected and the latter just adds responsibilities to my carefree life. I understand that i cant always just sit back n hav fun., n live a chilled out life like an irresponsible kid. I got my next immediate step in life planned out ( coz i like to do things one step a time ) and I think I'm gonna make it work.
I know i'm at a very imp stage in my life., I've made a few serious decisions., some mite seem good., some mite seem harsh., but they're 'decisions' and not just 'thoughts' and I think I'm gonna stick to them coz this is my life., if I wont make it right 4 me., who will ??
I was just talkin with a friend when we thought " everybody's born with brains., only those who are sincere n hard workin n who makes use of their brains comes out at the top"., I know I got in me, wat it takes to be successful., I just lost it in the last 4 years. I wanna claim my life back., I'm goin to.

Nobody ever mentions whoever
Can make or break your day
Nobody ever seems to remember
That life is a game we play
We live in the shadows and we had the chance and threw it away
And it's never gonna be the same
'Cuz the years are falling by like the rain
And it's never gonna be the same
Till the life I knew comes to me and says
Hello..., It's good to be back, good to be back

Are you busy....???

Wat really does being busy mean ? Literally it means being occupied or being engaged in some kind of work. Really ???

Sometimes ppl are busy coz they dont wanna do something else that they dont like doing.
Sometimes ppl are busy coz they wanna postpone things.
Sometimes ppl are busy coz they ., by habit or sheer laziness., procrastinate things.
Sometimes ppl are busy coz they dont feel like talkin to you.
Sometimes ppl are busy coz they got more imp ppl to attend to.
Sometimes ppl get used to doin nothin n lazing around that they're too busy to finish their work.
Sometimes ppl are busy coz they JUST dont feel like doing anything.

So the next time u hear ppl say they're busy., think bout it.., are they really ... ???

N if u wonderin y I wrote this post., its coz very obviously i'm NOT busy !

Goodbye College ..,

Its very ironic that one of the most awaited and also one of the saddest days of my life hit me on the same day., the 27th of April 2006. It's one of the most awaited days of my life coz it'd b the last day of my engg life., the same reason y its also very sad. Somethin that was a major part for 4 long years of my life., ended just like that., with a single bell that announced the end of my last engg exam.

I was gonna write a post bout me., but then I thought Y not write bout wat i've been thru the past 4 years n how they've affected me. This is gonna b a loong post ., so those of u who think this is too long to read but hav the patience to sit thru 3 hours of made up crap at the movies., talk for hours on the phone or spend days finishing a book., I guess 10-15 mins of reading this post shudnt bother ur patience levels much. Here goes.,
**** To save me energy n time, i'll write ' last four years' as 'LFY' *****

The main thing that I'll remember bout the LFY is that I've gone thru so many changes that I think i'll stand as a perfect example 2 the phrase ' turning over a new leaf'. There hav been quite a few changes physically n in my personality that ppl who've known me for quite sometime always keep mentioning it. For good or bad, ppl change as time flies by and that's how life is.

Before I joined engg I was this chubby guy whose fashion statement was 'still in my jeans n shirt that i had on last nite' n I had this moustache that never felt the touch of a blade., n now., I'm a hunk !!! Ha ha., not really but compared to wat i was b4., u can almost say that. I've lost a lot of weight., dress slightly better n am still tryin out new stuff. I still am a simple guy but I've learnt that it doesnt hurt to dress good., coz 4 u to look good u hav to make an effort., not everybody's born a model.

One more very apparent change is in my introvertish attitude that I had even during the first year of my engg., i was shy with anybody who i didnt know for a loong time and this was really bad when it came to girls. I rarely talked to any. I hav reasons 4 that which I'l mention in sometime. Now all that is almost gone. ALMOST. I've used the 'ragging' in my II year to get rid of this. I started talkin to so many boys n gals while ragging that my shyness kinda dissapeared. Now i'm so comfy talkin to everybody., especially girls that sometimes I take too much leniency while talkin to them that in rare cases it leads to trouble. But hey ! Lots of ppl love the new me., so I guess I can overlook those silly complaints. On the whole., U can say I've 'broken out of my shell'.

The F.R.I.E.N.D.S : This aspect of the LFY is somethin that I'll never never 4get., NEVER ! I've made tons of new friends., some good friends., few close friends and very very few hand picked friends that I can call my BEST FRIENDS. I always dreamed of a small 'gang' of my own with some certain traits that'd make them good friends n gr8 company n that we can hangout a lot 2gether., share everythin n be ., like., inseparable and wud do ANYTHING for each other n other good stuff. I realize that its easy to dream but all dreams dont come true esp when it concerns girls n i always 4get that we're in India but I'm very glad that i atleast found those 'spl few'.

I'm the kinda guy that gets attatched to everythin n every place in my life and 4 important years of my life is not somethin that I can 4get just like that esp when it carries so many memories., some very sweet., some not so sweet yet unforgettable. Here are few things not easy 2 4get that happened in the LFY related or not related to coll.
- I was bullied by my snrs in the name of ragging !
- I had my first 'parties' of my life with games n dancing n discos n stuff.
- I started talking to girls ( yaaaaay !!! :P)
- I've grown out of my shell., I ain't a shy introvertish kid no more.
- I've started dressing a lil neatly for the first time in my life.
- I've stooped to my academic lowest in my entire life., into the 50-60 % zone., but I still believe that these stupid examinations and percentages don't really show wat I really am.
- I failed in an exam 4 the first time in my life., no., I was failed 4 the first time in my life.
- I've got my highest and lowest ever marks in any exams in my life.
- I travel 90 Kms everyday to n from coll !!
- I spent more time in the canteen n playin volleyball that I've been fined for attendance shortage., also the first in my life.
- I've tried to learn engg stuff that tens of ppl took decades to research n discover in just 4 years ! Now who's the genious !!??
- I wrote 50 + main exams in just 4 years., thats a lot !!!
- I've lost a classmate to an accident., n thats really really sad.
- I've been in a Riot and ran from the police for two weeks !
- I hav had the BIGGEST crush in my life in the LFY.
- I've become a Net freak in the LFY.
- I've started blogging and in the process learnt a lot bout myself n 'grew up' a lil more.
- Thanks to Blogging and ORKUT lots of ppl in Hyderabad recognise me when i go out.
- I've covered soooo many eatouts n restaurants in the LFY n in turn spent a fortune on food !
- I've been gifted my own bike , PC and Cell phone in the LFY.
- Slipped a disk in my back.,got it removed in surgery n was on the bed for 45 whole days !!! This has changed my life a lot !

I'm never gonna 4get the friends tht I made here., the time i spent in the canteen n on the stairs chattin to friends., my wonderfull classmates (who i'm really proud of coz inspite of so many diff mentalities we never had a single fight)., the loads of Jnrs that i'm friends with., the long fun bus trips., the ragging., the bunking., the chatting., the 'batting' ., the deadlines of the labs ( which we never pay attention to, NEVER)., the college fests., n a lot more.
This is 4 all those who are still studyin in coll., u mite hate ur coll a lot ., but remember that this coll life doesnt come again. Njoy it to the fullest while u still hav it., if u dont find it cool or interesting., then make it cool or interesting coz nobody else will do it 4 u. The whole coll n the system that u hate., u wll surely miss after u leave it.

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INDIAN IDIOT ..., oops., IDOL 2 !!!!!

Just when i thought Abhijith Sawanth was a mistake ., and after seein that monkey debojit win in Saregamapa., i saw a ray of hope in Karunya competting in Indian Idol. I know that guy since we were kids., not close friends or anything., but family friends. He started singin as a kid at a very small age and even released a telugu light music album at around 7-8 years of age on his own !! He's that damn talented !!!
Frankly., Sandeep is just a good singer., deff not India's best. I can sing as good as he can n i'll challenge him anyday 4 a challenge.
These reality shows + public voting hav been a big dissapointment., except 4 Nach Baliye.
I seriously think its time to put a stop to these shows., not only are the talented guys hearts breakin., the undeservin are gettin all the name n fame. Judgin shud b left 4 those who can really judge.

Guys., if u are really pissed off bout this system as much I am., i want u to check this out n help if u want to http://www.petitiononline.com/voting99/petition.html

FINALLY !!!

5 months of hard work ( yup., 5 looong boring months ! ) ., getin up early in the mornin., 20 Kms of commuting everyday ., 5 days a week for a whole month spent in the dirty n hot workshop floor., 2000 bucks ( not a single paise worth spending ) .,hours and hours of typing and editing the project report., hundreds of rupees and lots of pleading the book binders for the final finishing and binding n preparing the records in time.., thaaaats our PROJECT !!!
All that down to 5 mins of VIVA by some stranger who mite/mite not hav any idea bout wat our project is bout. Only a cook can know wat it takes to prepare a dish. I was in mixed emotions the whole day., stomach churnin like a washing machine coz of the tension but was very excited in my head coz 2day was the last day that we'd hav anythin to do about our project. Reached at coll at 10 n waited., n waited., n waited and finally had our viva at around 3 in the afternoon. The jerk starts talkin on the phone after we went in and talks crap 4 about 10 mins and then comes n says that our project wasn't impressive. I heard other grps say that he said the same to them., but hearin that bout our project felt like a kick in the gutt. He asked us not to worry bout marks n stuff ., yeah rite ! how can we not !? Anywyas., i answered the Questions he put to me n came out not too satisfied but not too sad either.
Two more theory exams n thats it., out of engg !!! Sad !? Scary !? Happy !? Lets wait n see..,