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Saturday, July 23, 2005

Naa Oopiri..,

Anyone who knows how crazy I am about this telugu movies music might have guessed that I'm gonna write a review bout it. I Loved the music so much that I HAD to watch the movie come what may. I wrote this review for some site but not able to get it up there :P
so here goes.,

(Edit : Finally got it on the site., u can access it here )

Naa Oopiri ., a movie that went unnoticed probably because of the lack of the 'big starcast' in it. Me not being a movie buff.,would also have gien this movie a miss if it weren't for the wonderful music given by the malayali music director Deepak Dev . Me n Sis just planned to go for it one rainy mornin just coz we loved the music so much and hopin that the movie also stands up to the music's level., and we dont regret it one bit.
The movie starts of slow with the Innocent Venu ( Naveen Vadde) expressin his love to Gowri( Sangeetha) his childhood friend and both of them getting married and begining their new life together.They have a kid named Ramu. Venu is Extremely fond of both his wife and kid., almost obsessed. Later Venu learns that he's suffering from a mental illness called schizophrenia which has been the cause for some minor problems in his life. He sees things that aren't there., and cannot make out the diference between wats real n wats not. Then enters Madhu ( Juhi) ., a girl lookin for true affection and finds it in him. But is she for real or his mind playing with him?
As far as the performances go., Naveen as we all know being a reserved matured kind of guy, deserves a pat on the back for his performance in this movie as an innocent guy. Sangeetha also did a gr8 job as a loving caring housewife. Juhi was good .., in fact very good :P in the looks department and her role as a chirpy young girl., but could have done better in emotional scenes.
I personally feel this movie has elements from ' A beautiful mind' and 'The Others'. The Director Kanmani deserves all the respect for risking makin a movie on a topic such as this and stickin to his idea especially in this time when movies almost run entirely on casting Big stars and have no sensitivity in them. This movie has enuf twists to tickle your brain and enuf emotion to touch your heart.

This movie is frankly not a 100 % perfect but its definetely watching once and I dont mind doing it for the second time.Its like., you want to get up and leave from the theatre, just then something happens that makes you think " May b I'll just sit for a few mins more and then Leave"., but U end up watchin the whole movie and also enjoying it.

Coming to the music..., all the songs aren't my favourites but the album on the Whole I can say the is little short of 'mindblowing' and above just 'good'. This guy,. the music composer can sure make it big if he can find some good exposure and continues giving similar music. Make sure u get ur hands ., and also ur ears ,. on this album. Its good., believe me..,

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Here's a very good song with really gr8 lyrics., can download it here . Here are the lyrics..,

Who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows- only time
And who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose- only time
Who can say why your heart sighs
As your love flies- only time
And who can say why your heart cries
when your love lies- only time
Who can say when the roads meet
That love might beIn your heart
And who can say when the day sleeps
If the night keeps all your heart
Night keeps all your heart
Who can say if your love grows
As your heart chose- only time
And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows- only time
Who knows - only time...Who knows - only time...
I really donno since when I've become this senti ! I know that friends do make jokes on us and play pranks., but sometimes when they cross that thin line called humour., I feel bad that my own friends are that careless about my feelings and I tend to have fights with them. I'm a nice guy and love my friends enuf that I cant shout at them and I tend to show my anger by not talkin to them !
I've begun to feel bad 4 every wrong thing I do. The feeling of guilt kicks real hard in my heart and gut everytime I do something I shudnt b doing., everytime I hurt someone's feelings, everytime I Lie to somebody. Its actually a good thing that like in the movies I have another me., an alter ego , tellin me wat is right and wat is wrong., keeps me n my slightly hyper ego in check.
It's rightly said that u realize anythin's value only when u're away from it.This is my last whole semested in this college and though I'm not too sad leavin the college , I'm a lot saddened by the idea of leavin some very good friends that I've made here. There's this gal, my Jnr , nice gal, fun gal and most importantly my very good friend. We allways keep fighting. Thats not new for any two friends in any part of the world. We have ., atleast I think I have this small, teeny-tiny ego problem and sensitiveness which always makes us fight and makes patchin up a bit longer than usual. But its allways worth puttin my ego aside and patchin up coz she's that good !
Today we just patched up again and again fought within mins again ! My friends tell me ., "only the bestest of friends fight"., yeah, thts ok., but if the bestest friends allways fight, whoz gonna have fun !!! :P
I hurt her feelings and I really feel very bad 4 that. Once again my little disease called Ego makes it hard to apologize to her. I'd like to take this oppurtunity to apologize to each and everyone whose feelings I have knowingly or unknowingly hurt at any point of time.

Alrite.., after all that seriousness, One happy news 4 me ! One suppliment exam., yes., I have suppliment exam., that ., I have cleared with pretty good marks. U have no idea how happy I am ! Yippee !!!

Wednesday, July 20, 2005


LIFE!!!

Life is like an open place
Most of it is just empty space
Sometimes calm, sometimes breezy
Hey man! Life ain’t easy


You cant say what’s gonna happen to you
And u can’t change it too
It’s like a book on the universe’s shelf
Written my GOD himself


You can’t decide in this world when you’re gonna come and go
You can live your life as you wish though

Life.., there’s only one
Make sure you enjoy and have fun
Don’t spoil it in haste
‘cause then its gonna be a terrible waste



Yes.., its written by me and not copied !

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

I never seem to have a normal day ! Yesterday was soo gr8., it was greedy n silly of me to hope of havin such gr8 days everyday. God has blessed me with the greatest friends but have not blessed all of them with the knowledge to respect others feelings. What do u get 4 being very nice to ppl u think u know very well and forgettin all the previous pranks n jokes played on you ??? More pranks., more stabs in the heart., more pain.,
Trust.., somethin very very important to me., somethin higher than many things in my life. I allways believe in the saying that "there can be no relation where there is no trust". When u're in any serious relation , friendship or love ., u have to able to be look into or thru the other person if u want to bond really well.When the other person is opaque ., its like a high solid wall., u really donno wats behind it., there is no., TRUST. Trust is the tool that wud help u get comfortable with that feelin of fear of the unknown.
I suggest anyone before getting into any kinda relation.,u might b havin lots of fun with that person., havin a good rapport., but when all the fun is over., u have to make sure that u have that person when u really need him/her. Someone u can trust with ur life. Coz trust is the foundation for every relation., and without a good foundation., nothin's gonna stand for long.

Monday, July 18, 2005



Today was a really fun day on the whole., Startin my day with somethin gr8..,I again started wat I luv doin., workin out. Startin this year on a serious note to b more disciplined n more sincere with class work., today was a refreshin change with me decidin to put all that aside for a day n have fun.., and so I did ! Made jokes., teased friends., had lunch ., all this durin class., Havin my lunch peacefully after many days were some of the joyous moments I had 2day. Guess wat ! Today my friends decided to study ! But even I made up my mind not to allow them to :P . On the whole., all of us had pretty good fun.
I had a really gr8 time with my friends who weren't 4m my class ., but were still some of the friends that I really love .
On the way back too.,in my bus., it was pretty good fun with all my other friends. Although I missed my Mock Cat coz of my bus breakin down on the way., I wasnt really that dissapointed., in fact I thought "jo kuch bhi hota hain., ache ke liye hota hain". Came home and managed to study exactly wat I intended to finish 2day after chattin to three of my very good friends. No clashes or arguements with my parents and no fights with my sis.,now that was a bit of a surprise to me :P.
On the whole.,It was both a fun and fruitful relaxed day.
Hope everyday's like this.., I really do.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

A TRUE LOVE STORY...Before reading this please don't think of the person you loveA true, touching love story that happened in the Himachal areas.The headman of a big tribe had a beautiful daughter, who fell in lovewith aboy who was an ordinary poor person. When the peopleof the tribe came to know about their love, they did not like it at all,and so began to protest about it.
Now it happened that the two loverslefttheir homes for a happy future. The people of the tribe started searching forthe two lovers but they could not find them. At last,they acceptedtheirlove and asked them in a newspaper to come back.The people said that ifu bothcome back we will marry u, we acceptthat u loved each other truly. So in this way their love won and the ageoldattitude of the tribe took a beating.
The couple went to the city forshopping for the wedding. He was wearing a white traditional dress, andwas crossing the road when a car came and hit him and he died on the spot.The girl lost her senses. After a long time she recovered and accepted thather love has died. One night she was sleeping in her home with herfamily.


Her mother had dream in which she saw a fairy. That fairy askedher mother to wash the blood spots of the guy from her daughter's clothes as soon as possible. But her mother ignored the dream.Next night the fathersaw the same dream, he also ignored it. Then when the girl had the samedream the next night, she woke up and told her mother about the dream.Hermother asked her to wash the clothes on which there were blood spots.Shewashed the spots but some remained. Next night she again had the samedreamshe again washed the spots but some still remained. Next night sheagain hadthe same dream and this time that fairy gave her last warning to washtheblood spots, else something terrible will happen.
This time the girltried her best to wash the spots, the clothes tore, but some spotsstill remained. In the evening on same day when she was alone,someone knocked the door, when she opened the door she saw the fairy atthedoor. She got very scared and fainted. The fairy woke her up..., andgave heran object,

That awe-struck girl asked "what is this..? to whichthe fairy replied :
......"kaise bhi daag ho, jaise bhi daag ho........ Surf Excel hai na..."I know what u are feeling now... But don't look for me... I'm searchingfor the person who mailed this to me... :)I know you want to kill me for this!!!I felt the same!!

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Wat a day., started off as any normal day of my life.Woke up at around 4:30.., yes., u heard me write.,4:30., i kinda got used to it from class 10 and as long as there's this idea that i got coll the next day, its like a natural alarm 4 me., I wake up automaticlly at 4:30 !I usually read somethin or watch TV till I fall back to sleep again ! 2day started out a bit dull., with nothin to readand no somethin wrong with the cable.,tried to read some college stuff to help me bak to sleep quicker and it helped.
Finally after getting ready., decided not to go to coll., so took my bike and left for my friends house ( big mistake ! shudhave stayed home ! ). Went halfway thru., slipped .,crashed ! actually it wasnt as bad as it sounds. Nothin happened to my friendFiero but I sprained my ankle bad ! the funny part being., I fell AFTER the big had stopped ! I felt so embarresed on the roadthat i started shoutin at some poor auto guy who was there at that place. he he., I deserve it 4 bunkin coll n goin to have fun.., hmm, do u think so ??? NAH !! I just was at the wrong place at the wrong time ! Sittin at home doin nothin., I was thinkin bout all the friends I had n have in my wonderful life.

I must say i'm real luckyI got such cool friends. Some of them., from the past and some now., I miss a lot. I said NOW coz though its been around 10 dayssince coll started., I still have some catchin up to do.
We come across so many ppl in life., but not everyone we meet is a friend. Friends make perfect matches like socks n shoes.,hard to find when u're one choosy shoe like me and there are so many socks around ! Who wud like a pair of mismatched shoes n sock ! When u got one good sock..,er.., friend like that., keep it with u 4 ever., no matter how old it gets. Friends in this case is like cheese or wine..,gets better as it gets old. Friends come in many flavours like.,yes., like a pizza., sometimes plain,sometimes., extra cheesy., sometimes spicy., even some weird mixture of opposites like one pineapple flavour pizza I had long ago ! U just have to enjoy being with them. Friends are like your sofa., somebody u can fall back on in times of joy or gloom. Sorry if I got u confused with my insane comparisions., but there are wat came to my insane mind when i was writin down this .Hope I got the point accross to u
Sometime u just find the bestest of friends in ppl u least expect., ppl who're complete contrast ur personality., ppl who're complimentary 2 who u are makin u whole., completin u as a humanbeing. No matter what u lose in life., never lose ur friends..,

Monday, July 11, 2005

2day was a pretty ok day at college. Nothin new or Xitin to write about so.., I'll just share one poem that I wrote long ago durin the last year in school..., here goes..,



GOD…, TOMORROW MUST BE A HOLIDAY

The daily routine is so boring
So sick and so tiring
You have to get up early in the morn
And eat flakes made of corn

You’re late and you make a fuss
To hurry and catch your bus
Dressed shabbily, you go to school
In front of others make yourselves look like a fool

You’re late for the class
And you face the teacher alas
You forget your assignment
And you get your punishment

For lunch it’s the same ol’ rice
In spite of all the pleads and cries

In the games hour you run down the hall
Eager to play volleyball
Then you scream
When you know you’re not in the team
You cry, “This is not fair”
Others say, “We frankly don’t care”

In the evening you come back to the house
As tired as a cat-chased mouse

You have some snacks
And lie down to relax
Your eyes are so tired and bloody
Then you remember you have to study

At night in you room, you hear cats and dogs weep
It’s so irritating you can’t even sleep

In your mind you silently pray
“God, tomorrow must be a holiday…”

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Another day has gone by.., another chapter in the book of existense of this universe (dont ask me wat that means., just read on.,)..,another episode in the weekly soap of life. Woke up 2day without any hopes if havin fun coz of the monsoons thrashin our HYD so badly..,but guess wat., it almost didnt rain 2day.., but we were Xpctin rains n didnt plan anythin. So., nothin spl bout 2day .

Didnt feel like studying so sat down n watched THE MOVIE OF THE CENTURY :-- THE LORD OF THE RINGS ( the two towers) for the upteenth time.Never never get bored watchin this movie again n again. Had no internet for more than 24 hours n its drivin me crazy., went straight to the office n warned those guys properly.,as we all say.., gave them left n right ! Me ., being a pretty big guy scared him enuf to come n fix the prob right away. Whosays SIZE DOESNT MATTER !!!??? Tried to write a MOCK CAT.., cudnt just sit thru the whole 2 hours.., i realized., I'm just not ready yet !

On the whole..,it wasnt an Xiting day one wud expect in the life of komaltheCOOLk.., but as i sit here ., listenin to some soothin celtic music by Enya..,writin down ma blog.., I realize once again.., life is never boring.., its how U look at it.

Saturday, July 09, 2005

What a day !!! I cant put it in a nicer way..,but., it SUX !!! It was raining the WHOLE day !!! I missed my Gym n my class n a movie coz of this rain. I wanted to really curse this rain so bad.., but didnt.., i might not b Njoyin this rain so much but there are hundreds of lives out there dependin on these monsoons.., and me being an optimist.., decided that jo kuch bhi hua, ache ke liye hua . My net was also down , so I took it as a good opurtunity to sit at home and do a bit of studying so took my word list and just started to read. Little did I knowI was in for a little adventure !
My Dad hurried into my room and told me there was a fire in the ground floor of my Apts n asked me to hurry downstairs. I was like.., Do I look like a firefighter ??? (in my mind of course ;) )I went down n saw that a fireworks show was goin on from one of the current meters. Using my supreme knowledge of electrical science( rubber and wood are insulators of elctcty) i took someone's rubber slippers and took a wooden stickand bravely ventured into the tiny ,already dangerous meter room n switched off one switch n there was an Xplosion N in a blink of an eye..., I was outta there !! :P
Finally realized this aint my domain n went n called the current guys who came .,escaped anotherXplosion and fixed it. After comin back 4m da Elctrcty office , I was Xpectin a welcome for a hero who put his life on line to save the whole Apts but all I saw was the watchman smilin at me !!! After comin to the conclusion that dere's no way dat I'm gonna study 2day , put da mo-V Company on my PC n sat down watchin it. The current guys selected a gr8 time to take revenge on me 4disturbin them on their tea break. Took out da power., but even I decided to stay strong n fight bak, watched Mo-V on UPS untill it gave up. Nothin interestin after that untill my friend called me 4 some hot chat to end this cold day. On the whole , 2day wasn't that bad.., but wat sux is I had to go out to a NetCafe to use the net havin net at home ! Y.., u ask ?? Well., thats another long story.




Hey., almost 4got ., got the pics from our outin on a friends Bday.
Here's a pic of me with my good friend.,Fiero.

Friday, July 08, 2005

A Dark day indeed...,

Today was really a dark day.., i mean it.., a really cloudy sky..,not a glimpse of the sun. My friend.., another Cat aspirant visited me at my place 2day. He had made up his mind to join the samecoachin isnt as I (good choice buddy!!!). Took him in the rain to the inst..,managed to get him a discount of a whopping 3000 bucks ! He's happy., they're happy.., I'm happy ! Got drenched in the rain 4 more than an hour.., not somethin I dont like..,but its no fun when u have to drive in the rain in the stikin sick HYD traffic ! managed to get home safely..,phew !!!


2days apprentice.., wow.., really interestin one ! Very interestin n a nobel project. Raisin funds 4 charity thru an auctionwhich included packages with all the Big Starz of da muzik industry. This project..,it tested almost all pssbl thingsu wud learn while in a Bskool. Management..,negotiation.,presentation.,presence of mind . Cool ! John.., not someone I wanted to see get fired., but he did get fired coz he was bad at his job., and Donald Trump doesnt spare no one when ya do no good job . When u're bad at wat u do.., puttin it in Trumps words.,


YOU'RE FIRED !!!


Thursday, July 07, 2005

Another day ...,

.....without touchin any book. The least constructive day of this month I must say ,exept for creating this blog., I didnt do any useful thing 2day. If this carries on this way.., I'm sure I gotto try for CAT-06 :( .

Hey wait.., thinkin over again.., may b it wasnt such a bad day after all ! I gotto learn so much interestin stuff on Web Designing in HTML and Java. I managed to get the clock and the snowfall in this page ! Considering that I'm a Mechanical engineering student.., I think I deserve a pat on the back ! Dont u .....???

jo hukum SARKAR...,


What a way to start my Blog ! Saw the movie SARKAR and here's my review. Dont worry., it's not a spoiler. The story's safe.., read on..,
The movie starts of in the typical Ram Gopal Varma style with the camera flying in space zooming in n out suddenly.,with complete silence followed by a burst of sound. You see Amitabh( Subhash Nagre) in the black kurta or kameez or watever u call it n a Black dhoti with beads around his neck n one beaded necklace in his hands.Hey.., he reminds me of someone..,hmm.,oh yeh got it !Some one's name rhyming with nagre ??? Got it ? Better not speak loud bout it though ;) .


This is the talk everywhere that this movie's based on the life of one such individual that runsa parellel sarkar in Maharashtra doin justice to those who don't get it officially.Practically speakin.., A people's hero. But RGV denies it ! He says Amitabh's role is based on Marlon Brando in Godfather and Abhisheks (Shankar) on Al Pacino in GODFATHER. Whatever the truth is., RVG is once again successful in bringing out the best in Actors. Amitabh n Abhishek Hav done a gr8 job.Its really amazing how these two can manage even the slightest change in expression on their faces to bring out the essence of the scene. Overall its a gr8 movie and I wudnt mind watching it again.., mere saath chaloge ???