Confessions of a Demure Mind..,

Someone told me I've lived a pretty comfortable life so far.., someone's probably right. I've never ventured too deep into the unknown or tried out new stuff or taken risks., be it physical work, acad related or personal stuff .

- I've not played football or basketball even though i like them coz i always thought they're too tiring and i've always been lazy to try it out.
- I dont go any place by foot or the public bus coz am too lazy after I've got my bike.
- I've missed out on some gr8 movies coz i was too lazy to stand in line 4 the tickets.
- I don't go to family functions coz I don have the patience to sit thru all the long ceremonies.
- I've stopped watchin cricket 4 the same sbove reason.
- I've stopped visiting some of my friends who stay far 4m my place coz they don come over to my place and I wanted to make a silly 'pointless point'.
- I've stopped speakin to some of my old friends coz they're not of 'my type'.
- I've been payin less attention to my acads coz I don seem to b gettin good results no matter how hard I work.
- I've given up on my diet n fintess regimen coz .., well., I've not been disciplined enuf bout it.
- I've not tried for the IITs coz I thought it was too risky., even though there cud have been a microscopic chance that I cud have got thru.
- I'm not tryin 4 MS in the US of A coz I've had blind opinion bout engineering just coz of wat the present stinkin univ did with my results.
- I've never read books coz again.., I didnt have patience to go thru them.,which i now realise is an intersting thing to do.
- I never dressed up stylishly coz I thought ' I'm not on a fashion show.,so wat the heck!'.
- I've stayed away 4m some of my relatives coz they weren't 'cool' or 'interesting'.
- I don talk freely with just bout anybody coz i'm not quite an extrovert n also kind of worried bout how every1's gonna react 2 wat I say .
- I didnt tell the girls I've liked., that .,I like them.
- I didnt tell some of my friends that I miss them coz I wanted them to tell me that first.
- I've never told my parents or sister that I love them a lot coz we not used to doin that much., atleast not me.
- I've ignored some ppl who adore me a pretty lot.
- I'm bad at remember names of ppl 4m my past even thought they remember me.
- I've been givin some ppl some extra attention that they don really deserve.
- I've been givin some ppl some extra care n attention n am not gettin it back .

I guess these are some of the few small things in my life that I have regrets bout and are holding me back 4m having fun and experiencing the magic of life to its fullest . In a line., they're not lettin me b a better person. I think its time I took these things seriously and did something bout them .,I think its ...,